some interesting news

it seems changed are the views

things might be going in my direction

should i start to take down my protection



i'm afraid to let her in

to let her see the tenderness of my skin

how easily the outer layer can crack

from a simple word, a most devastating attack



but i want her to know

how special she is like virgin snow

the feelings i feel for her

but in return will she concur



this debate i have within myself

i wish i could find some magical elf

to tell me the answer i seek

or just a slight little peek



i'm just not sure

as i try to find this cure

in these writings i write

during the dark lonely night