a repost from april 9th, followed by something new

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the thoughts in my head

stem from the loneliness of my bed



confused is the heart

it doesn't know where to end or start



friends all around

some happiness could be found



it happened once before

and it was sworn never again no more



time went slow and fast

feelings have lingered into the past



someone new

came out of the blue



it was ended with a sigh

a quick two months went by



people came and went

but no effort was needed or spent



then someone new arrived

for so long i've been deprived



where will this go

i dont seem to be in the know



the time doesn't seem right

i'll just give in and probably loose another fight



these words have been said

from the thoughts in my head

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well I didn't give in

I stood up and gave it a shot



I didn't lose nor did I win

a relationship I didn't get but a friend I still got



those words in my head

the thoughts that I've said



the key to my protection

a missed vote for the election



another experienced gained

another lesson learned



reasons were explained

a new direction turned



happiness comes in many forms

and sometimes you don't get them in the norms



loneliness also comes and goes

and that's all right too I suppose



but in the end everything works out

it's part of life to find what it's all about