the thoughts in my head

stem from the loneliness of my bed



confused is the heart

it doesn't know where to end or start



friends all around

some happiness could be found



it happened once before

and it was sworn never again no more



time went slow and fast

feelings have lingered into the past



someone new

came out of the blue



it was ended with a sigh

a quick two months went by



people came and went

but no effort was needed or spent



then someone new arrived

for so long i've been deprived



where will this go

i dont seem to be in the know



the time doesn't seem right

i'll just give in and probably loose another fight



these words have been said

from the thoughts in my head