ok this sucks... i miss my ex g/f and thats just from one night a couple days ago chillin with her, and no we didn't have sex. but i'm not going to go back to her. i think its the thing that i miss is being with someone, holding her in my arms and just being with them. not that kelly and i did much of that when we were together, but we did that last time we hung out... damn it, i am not falling back into that damn void of depression i was in before. fuck that! thas is not going to happen again to me. so the next time i see cindy i'm going to ask her out to dinner. and shit if she isn't working tomorrow then i'm going to call her. i would call her now but i'll be nice and say its to late to call. :)